Was there ever a time when you were close to someone and then something happens and you couldn't even look at the person anymore?
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
Monday, September 10, 2007
Choice
I am doing my PBL. So lazy..
I feel like I need to sleep but I'm not really sleepy...
Sien. Sien. Sien.
I don't like PBL. (Problem-based learning, btw)
Heck, I don't like studying.
Then what am I doing??
Sometimes, I wonder if I had chosen the right path? A lot of times I wonder why I had chosed this profession. The reasons that I had implanted in my head doesn't seem that valid anymore. I feels like I'm cheating myself. Do I really want to do medicine? Is it really what it is meant to be? I keep telling myself that I do like medicine.. but a lot of times I cannot help but to doubt my intentions. I'm already in my 4th semester. This really isn't the time to doubt or trying to figure what is best for my future. It should have been a few years ago...not now!!!!
Am I doing something I am not interested in? Am I doing something that I am incapable of? Can I nurture the interest in the shortest possible time? Can I learn to change to fit in needs of this field?
Seriously, am I making the right choice?
I feel like I need to sleep but I'm not really sleepy...
Sien. Sien. Sien.
I don't like PBL. (Problem-based learning, btw)
Heck, I don't like studying.
Then what am I doing??
Sometimes, I wonder if I had chosen the right path? A lot of times I wonder why I had chosed this profession. The reasons that I had implanted in my head doesn't seem that valid anymore. I feels like I'm cheating myself. Do I really want to do medicine? Is it really what it is meant to be? I keep telling myself that I do like medicine.. but a lot of times I cannot help but to doubt my intentions. I'm already in my 4th semester. This really isn't the time to doubt or trying to figure what is best for my future. It should have been a few years ago...not now!!!!
Am I doing something I am not interested in? Am I doing something that I am incapable of? Can I nurture the interest in the shortest possible time? Can I learn to change to fit in needs of this field?
Seriously, am I making the right choice?
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Electives
I am copying my electives report. Shhh...
I didn't get to do my electives this time due to some dating problems. Err...no, not the relationship dating, the calendrical (I don't think the word exist) dating.
I'm supposed to be doing cooking for my electives this time. I was so excited actually... but then I was told that the cooking 'sifu' was on holiday and will only come back later.. haih~~ By the time she comes back, I would already have been on my way to Sibu. So, there goes my electives..and my free food..
Since I did not do any electives, so I have to copy now lor... if not, I have nothing to pass up.
Arghh....but I am so sien now that I do not feel like doing anything....
It's not that I'm bored also... I have tonnes and tonnes of work to do. I'm just plain lazy. Sigh. Lazy pig.
I didn't get to do my electives this time due to some dating problems. Err...no, not the relationship dating, the calendrical (I don't think the word exist) dating.
I'm supposed to be doing cooking for my electives this time. I was so excited actually... but then I was told that the cooking 'sifu' was on holiday and will only come back later.. haih~~ By the time she comes back, I would already have been on my way to Sibu. So, there goes my electives..and my free food..
Since I did not do any electives, so I have to copy now lor... if not, I have nothing to pass up.
Arghh....but I am so sien now that I do not feel like doing anything....
It's not that I'm bored also... I have tonnes and tonnes of work to do. I'm just plain lazy. Sigh. Lazy pig.
Emotional
I hate feeling this way.
I hate it when I'm so emo.
Why do I feel sad and emotional so easily?
This is not good.. NOT GOOD!!!
Why do I think so much? Why do I have to take everything so seriously?
If I could just let go...maybe just a little bit. And appreciate a little more of the good things in my life, then probably I would feel less tensed? A little less emo?
Why do I feel so lonely when I miss someone so much? And if I miss them so much, why am I so afraid to find them? And ask for little tenderness...it's not too much to ask, is it?
Why do I regret the things I have done? Though regretful, why regret when there's no turning back. It's not worth it, is it?
I hate it when I'm so emo.
Why do I feel sad and emotional so easily?
This is not good.. NOT GOOD!!!
Why do I think so much? Why do I have to take everything so seriously?
If I could just let go...maybe just a little bit. And appreciate a little more of the good things in my life, then probably I would feel less tensed? A little less emo?
Why do I feel so lonely when I miss someone so much? And if I miss them so much, why am I so afraid to find them? And ask for little tenderness...it's not too much to ask, is it?
Why do I regret the things I have done? Though regretful, why regret when there's no turning back. It's not worth it, is it?
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Who Am I? 2
Your Personality Is |
You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky. You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations. It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school. You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you. You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience. In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment. At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur. With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out. As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes. On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out. |
You Are a Light Pink Rose |
You represent sweetness and grace. Your vibe: Kind and gentle Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend |
I'm like a best friend?? Is that good??
Men See You As: Not a Challenge |
When you're in love, you lay it all out on the line And while men do appreciate your honesty... Do you ever wonder if you're being a little too available? Pull back a little! He'll be wanting you even more. |
I'm no challenge?? Means I'm easy la..
Friday, September 7, 2007
Who Am I?
I seem to see these things in a lot of people's blogs lately, so being the reli kepo me, I decided to try. Wuahaha... then I became addicted to to it. Because I was so bored during the holidays, I practically did a lot of it. The three that I posted was a very, very small portion of it onli..
BMW is classy.. but I prefer a red Ferrari or Porsche..
I like!!! I like fall.. :)
Hahaa...I'm not fake? Hmm..
You Should Drive a BMW |
Refined and classy, you want a car that looks rich... and goes fast! |
BMW is classy.. but I prefer a red Ferrari or Porsche..
You Are Fall! |
Expressive Creative Poetic Smart |
I like!!! I like fall.. :)
You Are 0% Fake |
Fake doesn't even come close to describing you. You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are! |
Hahaa...I'm not fake? Hmm..
Sunday, September 2, 2007
School
I'm starting classes tomorrow. I don't want to go back to uni.. Arghhhh
I want to stay at home and sleep and eat and watch movies. Heaven. *drools*
I don't want PBLs, CSUs and classes. Means I need to study. I don't want study.
Why does the holidays feel so short???
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I want to stay at home and sleep and eat and watch movies. Heaven. *drools*
I don't want PBLs, CSUs and classes. Means I need to study. I don't want study.
Why does the holidays feel so short???
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