Back to Japan

Today Fong is going back to Japan. I feel a bit depressed. It's probably the pre-exam thing anyway... but still, there's always the after taste that of an aching feeling. You know, the one that accompanies when you leave family and friends and you sort of miss them...

So, she arrived in the afternoon and then we went to Midvalley (Fong, Sharon and I). And we went for lunch at Secret Recipe and met Shin there. After lunch, we went to see the pet exhibition. The animals are sooo cute. Too bad I couldn't take them back...

Little kitty kat.

Another kitty kat.

Georgous doggies. Father and son. :)

After some time, Fong and I decided to go to Carrefour to get some stuffs first. It was not for long. Went to ta pau some food home and we departed back to Vista...

She's gone now. Just left about an hour and a half ago. I'm so gonna miss her. Sigh.

Here are some pics for your erm...entertainment.

Fong and I at the pet exhibition.

Fong and Shin at the exhibition.

Shin, Sharon and I in Carrefour.

Fong and I outside Carrefour near the toilet and ATM.

Shin and I outside Carrefour.

Shin, Fong and I at the same place again.

I'll miss you guys. So gonna miss you guys. Arghghhghghghghgh....

Rant

Long emotional ranting ahead. Do not read if you are not into feeling more depressed. Do read if you are into delving in other people's bad days...

I am so frustrated.
Fong!!!! Why aren't you online. Geesh...I'm being more and more possessive every day.
Or more like addicted. Arghhhh..

I can't focus on studying. As much my brain is saying, logically, it's time for you to start studying!!! Start right now!!! I know. But, my body and soul aren't really responding. Such failure.

All this makes me feel like a complete loser. I have seen people who have so much more to stress about than me but they seem to be handling it just fine. And me, I am just stressed out by just all this minor, insignificant things??? I am such a failure, man.

Right now, I am thinking that I have not finished my CVS study schedule. In fact, I am wayyyy behind. And I have to wake up early for some patho session tomorrow. And I have to dread PBL and all the researching and studying and presenting. I am worried cause I can't seem to really remember what I have read throughout the week of MSK. I am worried for the fund raising. Don't know how it is doing. And I feel like I am not doing much... I'm thinking I have to study for CSU on Tuesday and praying I don't get in any trouble during CSU. Which means not getting some specific lecturers... I have sooo many things on my mind, it is really really driving me crazy. And of course, as usual, adding to my emoness. SIGH.

It is thus again, the season of Lent. And, like most Lent, I had never done anything special for it. You know, stuffs like fasting, abstaining from favourite stuffs or doing some spritual thing. And I haven't even been to confession!!! I shall not mention how long...

Really. I think I have been thinking too much. I was even thinking when I wrote the line before!!!!! I should turn off my brain for a while. Where's the switch...

Stuffs from Japan

My friend came back from Japan. Yes, Fong, it's you :)
And she brought me stuffs. Haha.

This is a watch she bought from Jusco, Japan.

Souveniors from Backstreet Boys concert in Japan!!!

A black bag.

A white bag.

A handphone pouch.

Earrings. There were also necklaces which pictures I didn't take.

Hair clips.

Of course, as a norm, we went out.

Sticker photos took in Midvalley.

And more. :)

She also brought me clothes that she decided to discard. Yeah!!!

Thank you soooo much. Muaks!!

She went back home this morning. I miss her so much. :(

Back

I am back.
Feeling so homesick now. Sigh. Sigh.
That's one bad thing about going back hometown for too long. You get too comfortable.
And I don't feel so good about going back to school.
All the lectures, PBLs!!!!!, CSU!!!!!!!!, exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Somemore, with all the fundraisings that we are supposed to do. There is just too many things too handle. Too many things!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so stressed and depressed.
I haven't started studying.
I don't want to do badly in my MSK but but...
I don't even know what else I can say.
I guessed I'm tired.

Happy Birthday, Ian Zing!!!

Happy 21st birthday, Ian Zing :)

I hope you liked the surprise we gave you. And the presents too, of course.

I don't know you that long. I've known you for 2 years but I think I've only gotten closer to you some time later than that.

You are are very very special person.
There are a lot of things I do not agree with you
but I do have to say that sometimes,
looking at you,
I really admire you a lot.

You are confident and responsible.
Someone who holds on to what she believes in.
And someone who is not afraid to admit her mistakes.
Someone who is God fearing.
At the same time, I think you are cute and funny. :)

I'm really happy I got to know you better. Hehe...

Happy birthday! You really do deserve a great life.
Muakssss!!!

Random

I feel so emo today.

Some things will never the same. Never the same.

How do some people hide so well that we don't see through.

Or am I just to dumb and blind to see it?

Really, the most innocent and naive people are the ones that lies the best.

Happy Birthday, Fong!!!

Yo!

Happy birthday!! Happy 21st birthday to be exact. :)
I know it reminds you that you are old dy...but nvm. It also means you have grown up....haahaha

Haih...I don't know what to say really.
Hmm...may you have a better life after this.
Hopefully you are not so depressed.
Not be too frustrated with a lot of things.
But, still if you do, I am here. :)

I am awaiting you arrival in a months time.
AND of course, the presents you're bringing back too...hehhe

You deserve a lot of good things. And you are a really good friend.
You have helped me a lot even though you do not realise.
Thank you so much for being my friend and onlining when I needed someone to talk to.

Happy birthday once again. ;p

P/S: I'm sori, wanted to put in your favourite colour ut since it's white...i think better not.