It's not wrong

It's not wrong to miss someone.
Especially ones you have shared so much with.
All the time.
All the laughter.
All the tears.
All the words.
All the actions.
They are not easy to forget.
Feelings change. People change.
But, the past does not change.
Somewhere in the limbic system you will retrieve information.
That's why you miss someone.
Totally understood.

Post-Ball Pics

Some pictures of meee at the ball. :)

IMU Ball 2008

I am going to the Ball tomorrow!!!
So excited!!!!
Hahah. Will put up pictures after. :)
Hope all the organising will go well. They really put in a lot of effort.

Ball Spree

Yesterday, we had lecture early in the morning and it ended at around 10.30 a.m. So, we decided to go shopping for our IMU Ball stuffs. I needed some accessories to match my dress cause it's sort of plain.. Yes, I bought my dress!!!!!

Back to the story, the necklace is slightly over my budget. But, I guess it's okay. I was too lazy too look any further. But, I guess it's nice... Actually, it is nice. I'm just worried it won't really match with the whole thing. But, it's too late to do anything now anyway...

I have another problem. I still don't know where to do my hair. How about make up? Well, this time I decided to it myself. Yes, you heard me right. I am going to do it myself!!! Not that I'm some kind of expert in make up or anything, I just thought it'd spare me the cost and perhaps I might look more natural. Sigh. I hope my underdeveloped skills are enough to do my own make up. If not, I will kindly withdraw from the evening's event. LOL. As if I would actually do that. Even if I ended up looking like the clown of the night, I will still be attending it. I don't pay that much amount for EVERYTHING so I could skip it.

I can't wait for the Ball. :)

Miss

Are there times when you think you have gotten over a crush you had long long time ago, and then realise that sometimes you can still find the ability to miss them?

Well, it's not that I still think of them all the time.
Of course, missing friends is a different thing.
Missing the feeling that you experienced during that period of time is another thing.

Did you ever feel a tinge of heartache when you see some random pictures of that person?
Did you ever end up rememebering the stupid things you'd do to get the person's attention?
Have you ever wondered how different the future would be if you ended up with that person or if you didn't have a crush on that person?

I've been thinking.
It may have been a really sad thing then. But, I guess that's a part of your memory that couldn't be changed.
Really, if it wasn't because of their very existence, school would not have been the same.... my life would not have been the same.... I would not have been the same...

MSK

I have exams tomorrow. And I'm doing this because...?
I have no idea. I do tend to do unnecessary things when I'm stressed out.
I can't wait for tomorrow! Not that I'm eager to take the exam or anything. I just want it over and done with. Then, I can go have fun for a few days before I get tortured in CNS.
I am listening to Jay Chou's Secret soundtrack CD. Think the all the piano tunes will stimulate my brain to study?

Frustration

I have lost all strength to resist even.
I am getting very sick and frustrated.
Sometimes I wish I could shout and scream it out.
But, really, it's not that simple.
If everything could be solved bu just pointing out the truth,
I don't have to write this.
Sometimes, I wish I could just let it go.
But, apparently I'm too stubborn and selfish for that.
I don't know to to handle it anymore.
I really don't want to care anymore.
I really, really don't want.

Again, it's not that simple.