Sunday, December 2, 2007

So Close

Artist: Jon McLaughlin
Song: So Close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Random questions:
Can you tell someone how you feel by just looking at them without saying a word?
How do you tell someone you miss them so much but you know you wouldn't voice it out?

Saturday, December 1, 2007


Went to watch Enchanted yesterday. It was so nice...*sighs*

Well, I guess it depends on whether you're the romantic, fairy-tale type of a person..

If you are..then you're gonna love it!!!!

I certainly did.

I was swooning throughout the whole movie. *I love Patrick Dempsey*..

The songs are meaningful and romantic. *I like Disney songs*

The story was funny. Parts of it doesn't make sense but still nice..(it's supposed to be a fairy tale anyway).

The dresses are super duper nice!!!! I love the dresses!!!! I like the blue one and the purple one!!!! Watch to know what I'm talking about.

And her acting is really... like she came out from a cartoon.. seriously. So classically Disney...

I love Enchanted!!!! I want to watch it again!!!!

Reminder: This is my personal opinion. If you do not like the movie, then too bad la..

Sunday, November 25, 2007


What have I been doing these weekend?

Saturday, I went to Ikea and bought a table. It's used as a coffee table. :)

Sunday, went to Carrefour to buy a TV. The original TV broke down and had to buy a new one. It was on promotion. Got it for RM299. That's cheap for a 21" ok.. but of course cost shared among housemates..

Amount spent? infinity......

Amount studied? 0...

Thursday, November 15, 2007


Time flies. Agree?

I'm already in Sem 4. So fast...
It feels like yesterday that I'd just stepped into IMU.
Memories of Orientation is still fresh.
The panic during EOS 1 is still lingering.
Fun in KKB in Sem 2 is still felt.
All the celebrations last year felt so new..

Now we're celebrating the same thing for year 2007..
I had just gotten used to writing 2007 instead of 2006..
Now I have to start setting my mind for 2008 already..
Christmas is coming!!!
But that also means that the new year is coming soon...sigh
Worse is that we are ending our phase in IMU soon..
Today they had the elections for some posts for the IMU Ball and Convo Mag...
This means we'll be graduating soon..
And I'll be leaving soon...
Leaving my friends behind...

Time waits for no one..

Saturday, November 10, 2007


Facebook is addictive.


Friday, November 9, 2007

5 things

5 things people don't know about me:

1. I talk to myself.
Of course I try not to get seen by other people, but I have a tendency to sort of talk to myself when there's nobody around eg. watching TV, walking alone, etc. I do self-monologues, aloud. I know it's weird. It's like a habit..

2. I hate most insects.
I do not like creepy crawlies except ants. I hate cockroaches, beetles, and even cicadas. I am not particularly scared of all of them, I just don't like them. I'm scared of some like cockroaches, cicadas.

3. I sing in the bathroom.
Like how I talk to myself, I also sing to myself and pretend that I'm actually singing on a stage. And the only time I get to myself is when I'm taking a shower. I actually didn't realise that I was singing that loud until my parents told me one day... However, since I started to stay with housemates other than my family members, I have toned down a lot.

4. I change interest very fast.
I can be obsessed with one thing for a period of time and the next thing you know, I'm moving on to the next. This applies for things like music, movies, books, celebrities, food, drinks, etc. It doesn't apply for some things though like flowers. But that doesn't mean that I couldn't be loyal when it comes to relationship....hopefully.

5. I am a bit OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
I like to organise things the way I like it. And if it is out of the order, I cannot help but rearrange it back. But, if this is repeated a few times, I will get really sick of it and leave it as it is, trying to understand that not everyone arranges things like me.. So, I guess I'm not so bad of an OCD, just a little bit..

Thursday, November 8, 2007


Remember I mentioned in the previous post that i missed my hamster?

Well, today, I went to Carrefour and guess what!!!
They have hamsters for sale!!! I got myself..not 1 but 2 :)
Both males though. No..I'm not trying to breed gays..
If they breed, it would be problematic for me as I am not from KL and how the heck am I supposed to bring back like, 10+ hamsters???
Why not females?? No...not because I'm hamsup..
The last time we bought female hamsters, they ended up having bitch, trying not to repeat that..

Anyway, happy to get new housemates for now.. :)

Wednesday, November 7, 2007


I miss my hamster. Well, it's not exactly mine.. it actually belongs to my housemate. But, I had been feeding and playing with it so much, I think I would feel as much attached to it.

Sigh. I want a new hamster. But, it's quite expensive. I wanted to buy the exact replica of the hamster that ran away from the cage on sale in Carrefour, but they are not there already. Argghhh....

Yes, the hamster is smart. It ran away with the cage "doors" still intact. And it opened it..literally opened the "doors".. It's a genius!!! I guess it doesn't enjoy being limited in such a small space... and I don't think it likes us very much either. The hamster has this thing of biting anything that gets close to it...including fingers. Vicious little creature. However, it is super cute... and it's so fat... when it sits, it looks like a ball!!!

I miss that little thing. sigh.

Sunday, November 4, 2007


Some famous phrases about love:

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

"The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in."

What do you do when the only one that can make you stop crying, is the person who made you cry?

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.
Helen Keller

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.
A. A. Milne

Love is when someone takes your heart and shatters it, but you still love them with all the little pieces.

L.o.v.e. is such a BIG word; for only four little letters

Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
Franklin P. Jones

'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
Alfred Lord Tennyson

love is not abt finding someone u can live is abt finding someone u cant live without

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.
~Mother Teresa

Sunday, October 28, 2007

10 things i hate about you

i hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair.
i hate the way you drive my car.
i hate it when you stare.
i hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.
i hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.
i hate the way you're always right.
i hate it when you lie.
i hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
i hate it when you're not around and the fact that you didn't call.
but mostly,
i hate the way i don't hate you,
not even close,
not even a little bit,
not even at all.
excerpt from the movie '10 Things I Hate About You'
-by katarina stratford-

Saturday, October 27, 2007


Found this in someone's blog..

The rules laid out are:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on Shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
4. Write any comments you have after the song name.
5. Tag everyone who’s linked to your blog

If someone says "is this okay?" you say?
Way Back Into Love
love makes everything ok??

How would you describe yourself?
If It's Going To Work
Well, if it means me being unsure..ya, i'm always wondering if some things will work..

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Crime Boss
wahlao. crime boss? maybe the paikia type who seems bad but actually is nice inside

How do you feel today?
For Ex Lover
erm...don't have ex lover wor

What is your life's purpose?
Hide Away
that's what i'm doing now la..but i don't think it's my life's purpose..i don't want la...

What is your motto?
Beautiful Girls Reply
ahahaha...i don't think i am capable or even deserve to say that..

What do your friends think of you?
Big, Big Girl
i think it's most probably the opposite. small, small girl??

What do you think of your parents?
Hey There Delilah
doesn't sound like my parents lor...their story not so romantic la

What do you think about very often?
London Beckoned Songs About Money By Machines
politics? no meaning one...adoi, wat kind of songs i'm listening la..

What do you think of your best friend?
Jie Kou (Excuse)
wahlao. sad. sorry la, i don't think of u guys as excuse la.. wat the heck.

What do you think of the person you like?
This Is How A Heart Breaks
auch. tells the story of my love life...sigh. not that it's not good. can learn a lot from it u noe??

What is your life story?
Shine, Jesus Shine
meaningful. although i don't think i'm actually that holy...

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Thing's I'll Never Say i'm not telling you. secret.

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Eagle's Wings
hmm...some strong guy with eagle's wings..

What will they play at your funeral?
Dialah Di Hati
not bad.. the one in my heart? *sobs*

What is your hobby/interest?
She Says
talking!! no la..i'm like one of the most quiet person around la.. agree??*raises hand*

What is your biggest fear?
i have no idea wat it means.. Life?Sickness?Death?Crap?

What is your biggest secret?
Can't Help Falling In Love
oopss.. hehe. with who? secret. :)

What do you think of your friends?
Love Don't Cost A Thing
yup, their love don't cost a thing. free of charge, just for meh..


Sorry, no mood to blog. Too lazy. Nothing interesting happened recently. Just me and my moods. Don't even feel like ranting.

P/S: Oh..went to watch The Last Legion. It's quite nice and funny.

Monday, October 22, 2007

Happy Birthday, Phing Phing!

Happy Birthday, Phing Phing!!

You are 21 years old!!

You are now officially older than us. :P


don't change!!!

You are SPECIAL the way you are.

The long, slim, playful, happy girl with the crazy laughter. :D

or maybe the serious girl with the fierce look. hmm.

I pray that you receive the blessings that you truly deserve.

You have been a great friend.

Thank you for all the rides. Thank you for supporting during the hard times.

Life would have been different without you. Seriously.

May all your wishes come true!!!!!*ehem*

Happy birthday!!!

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Food Poisoning

Just as I was getting giddy about going back and all such.. suddenly I had food poisoning. And it spoiled the whole holiday spirit..
Last night, I bought fried rice for dinner. It was unsuspiciously good. So I didn't worry. Yesterday, I decided to sleep early. So, I slept around 12 something (yes, 12 something for me is considered early). A few hours later, around 2 a.m plus, I was woken up by an uncomfortable feeling stirring in my stomach. I couldn't sleep because of that. So, after several turnings to the left and to the right on my bed, I sat up. was worse. Instead of just abdominal discomfort, I feel nauseous too. That feeling later developed to need to vomit and I vomited into my rubbish bin. Out came all the fried rice I eaten just before. Sigh.
For the next few hours, I didn't had a proper sleep. How to sleep?? Every one hour or so, I was awoken by the same abodominal discomfort and I had to vomit. However, everytime I vomit, it makes my stomach feel better. So, everytime after I vomit, I resumed sleeping, thinking that the whole thing would be over soon. Was I wrong.. In the end, I vomited like 6-7 times and to add to the misery, I had diarrhoea too. I am so unlucky.
Spent the whole night praying that I would be fine by morning. But, sadly, it didn't go away. So, this morning, when I woke up, I decided to message Phing and ask her to bring me to see the doctor later since they are coming to uni early today. Thank God I had Phing Phing.
The doctor confirmed that I had food poisoning. So, he gave me medications for my vomiting and diarrhoea. And also painkillers for stomach ache.
Now, I feel much better already. Although there is still that tugging feeling in my stomach. Don't know whether it's due to the poisoning or hunger. I couldn't eat much, ok?..

Saturday, October 6, 2007


I am officially 20 years old already. :)
Actually my birthday is already over, like a few weeks ago. I've delayed writing about my birthday celebration because I was so lazy..hehe.
So, my first birthday celebration was not on the day itself. But was a 2 days earlier.
My friends decided that they would take the chance to sneak into my room during my CSU that morning and lay down the presents and clean my room while they were at it.
That morning, I had Dr. Htin Aung for CSU and was insulted terribly, so, when I got out of CSU 30 minutes later than the supposed time, I was feeling grouchy and emotional.
When, I got out of CSU, I received a message from Anne asking if I was coming back because the "contracters" are coming. Weird. Why didn't she tell me before that? Anyway, I was planning to go back also.
Arriving at the doorstep of my apartment, I looked into the kitchen.
Hmm..why are there so many Ikea plastic bags with things inside..
Ei, that bag looks like my collection of plastic bags.. Hmmmmmmmm......
The contracter threw my things out??? Are the fixing something in my room???? Eiiii...
So, slowly I approached my room and turned the knob expecting to find a few burly, dirty men in my room when I pushed the door open.
INSTEAD, I found a group of familiar faces shouting "SURPRISE!!!!"
*pauses a few seconds*
*who?what?huh?contracters?eh no la..*
ARghhhhhh.... they're my friends!!!!!!!
What the???
Then tears started dropping... *drips* *drips* *flowssss*
I was sooooo surprised!!!! I really was!!!!
I never expected them to do this, at this time!!!!! I couldn't stop crying.
Somemore after the traumatizing experience before hand... I was so shocked that I was speechless. I really didn't know what to say...
Then, I hugged everyone there. Awwww....that was really sweet of them. *sobs*
Big thanks and hugs and kisses to Hui Yan, Phing Phing, Ian Zing, Adeline, Chris, Eugene and Chester!!!!!!
After the whole thing, we went for lunch at Fusion Heaven. :)
Below are the presents.
They bought me a new comforter set and a toy.

Can you guess what it is??? Dinosaur? Sea monster?

NO!!! It's a giraffe! (from Ikea)

Yea! My bear has a new friend. I named it Glue. :P
They also bought me rug!!!
The precious card signed by all of them.
The next day, Hui Yan gave me another present.
Fahrenheit stickers.

Nurse's watch.

Wu Chun's keychain.

Some hand-made fluffy balls.

A special keychain.

Why is it special????

Because it is also a lighter!!

A tie.

An another precious card from Nic and Hui Yan. Thanks guys!:)

Necklaces from Fong and Esther. Blue one is from Fong before she goes back to Japan. And the brown one from Esther.

From Shin. Gave it to me a day after my birthday, when we met in Times Square with the others.

It was a great birthday. Though I had some who remembered my birthday earlier or later.. This was the first time. Normally, they either just forget. Haha. I had a lot of birthday wishes.

And had people to treat me to meals...heheh. I met my godbrother whom I had never met before in my 6 years. :) And he treated me to lunch.

Well, that's all. I'm 20 :D

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Was There?

Was there a time when you wanted to give up on something, then someone came and brought along a brand new hope but later you realised that all this while, it was just another false alarm.

And by the time you noticed it, it was already too late because you were too hung on to that dream.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Mooncake Festival

Due to IMU Cup and exams, Mooncake Festival was not celebrated this year. Honestly, I was a bit disappointed. Although when I was back in my hometown, it was never properly know, with all the mooncakes and lanterns and such. It just wasn't as much fun when I'm the only kid in the family who wants to light lanterns. The only thing I miss is the sumptuous dinner on Mooncake Festival. We used to go to restaurants and eat or ordered them. It was one of those occasions where we get to gather with all our relatives who are around in Sibu. Not particularly missing the gathering part of the occasion, but more of the food part..heheh..*drools*

Since I came to KL, I was not privileged to having such meals on Mooncake Festival. Expensive ok.. But, somehow, my friends in KL had been able to make my Mooncake Festival experience special. :) Like the year when I was in Taylor's College, we lighted candles in the playground in the My Place Apartment. We ordered pizzas and ate in the playground. We take turns to throw people into the pool (yes, I was also thrown in..). Ah...the good ol' days. Then last year, we had a lantern-lighting-walking session in the park on top of the hill near IMU. Before that, we gathered at someone's house and ate mooncakes :) Sigh...

This year, didn't get to do anything at all. I had mooncakes courtesy of Hui Yan's mum. Thanks so much aunty. :) Everyone was so busy that no one planned anything. Oh well... Yesterday, after exams, I went out with Phing and Ian Zing. Hui Yan and Nic wanted to surprise me with lanterns, I think...(something like that). But, I wasn't home. Haih... Hopefully, next year's won't be sad..

Wednesday, September 26, 2007


Endocrine exam is on Friday. And I am so unprepared.
Better off to study.

But, just to inspire myself,
if our batch can win in 2 and a half weeks,
we can ace endocrine in 2 days!!!!!!

Sunday, September 23, 2007


- Westlife Lyrics

I suddenly loved this song.. I lost count of the number of times I've been listening to this song today...probably like a 100 times..cos' I put it on repeat the whole day..
It's so romantic, *flickers eyelashes*
All because of Yan Yan..made me addicted to it..

On an unrelated note, this Tues is Mooncake Festival!!! fast hor.
I haven't had mooncakes since I came back to KL..aih. Another year without celebration.

Somemore that night is the closing of IMU Cup. Means the last and most important competition is held that night!!! Cheerleading!!! Yes, in IMU!!!! MUST SUPPORT!!!! (cos' feng feng is joining :) ). But this would mean forsaking Mooncake Festival..*glooms* I want to eat mooncake and play tanglung!!!!

I have an idea!!! Let's do it tomorrow!!! And play until midnight. Mooncake countdown!!!! Wahhh... Nyah, I'll probably be doing it alone la.. where got people so free hor.. Feeling ectremely hyper this moment. Must be the surge of cortisol..

I should sleep. Wake up tomorrow morning study for CSU and pray I don't get Dr. Francis Achike or Dr. Htin Aung.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Who Am I? 4

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.

These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.

Apparently, I have a lot of unsolved problems..

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both genuine and spontaneous.

You really love life, and it shows. You are easy to get to know.

You tend to have a wide circle of friends, and many different interests.

While many people know you, no one can exactly figure you out.

You Are Totally Anal Retentive

Yup, you're so uptight - people definitely have called you "anal."

You're the type of person who's so OCD you organize your M&Ms before eating them.

You have so many rules and rituals, it's hard for you to let loose and enjoy life.

So go ahead and mix up your alphabetized CD collection. Live a little!


You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy

While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time

Whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses...

... You don't give men enough of your time.

As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing.

busyy??? more like lazy...

Your Personality Is Like Acid

A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.

One moment you're in your own little happy universe...

And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!

You True Love Will Find You

When it comes to love (and life), you totally put yourself out there.

It's very easy for you to find love - and for love to find you.

The best part is, you're never even actively looking to meet someone.

You're just out there so much that love always seems to come your way.

arghhhh......not true!!!!!!


i wanted to post about my birthday one..but it will take some time.
So ya, later k..

Friday, September 21, 2007

Who Am I? 3

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique

Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off

What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!" true!!! liar!@!!!

What Your Hands Say About You

You are artistic, intuitive, and inspired. You have good people skills.

Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.

Practical and down to earth, you're a doer not a dreamer. You rather get something done than think about it all day.

Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

Your Toes Should Be Black

A total rulebreaker (and heartbreaker), you're always a little punk rock.

Your flirting style: Wacky and a bit shocking

Your ideal guy: An accomplished artist, musician, or writer

Stay away from: Preppy guys looking for a quick bad girl fling

I'm seriously stuck to black..:(


What type of guys do I like?


But, where got such perfect guy one? Even if there is, he won't take a look at me also..

So, I've revised my list and decided to put up a more practical list:

  • Enough to make me laugh
  • Have at least a few similar interests
  • Takes care of me
  • Obeys me
  • Someone who likes to have fun
  • Someone who does not study 24 hours
  • Romantic
  • Honest
  • Loyal

That's not too much to ask, is it?


Food : Indefinite
Drinks : Teh-C ais
Flower : Carnation
Song : I Don't Want To Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
Band : Backstreet Boys
Animal : Cat
Musical Instrument : Drums
Brand : Don't have

Wednesday, September 19, 2007


I have no mood to study.

Lord, give me the strength to study. I feel so guilty..

I haven't done my PBL..*glurps*




Tuesday, September 18, 2007


I got this from some mail.

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.

During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school? "Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello. "I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned hername was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pick up in the Rain

One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African Americanwoman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance, and put her into a taxi cab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached..

It read: "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before hepassed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others.

"Sincerely,Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.

In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him."How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked."Fifty cents," replied the waitress. The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of icecream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed theKing for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.Then a peasant came along carrying aload of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...

Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll doit if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away". Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.

It makes me feel so small.
All those things I would never have done. Not even thought of doing.
It just reminds me of how selfish and stupid we I am.

"Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching."

Friday, September 14, 2007

It was not like that

What were you thinking?
I never thought that you would like me.
I never expected anything from you.
I know you were trying to be nice.
I know that I wasn't responding appropriately.
I know that I was avoiding you.
I know that sometimes I am still avoiding you.

I was happy you were nice to me.
It hurts me more when you weren't nice to me.
I just didn't know how to tell you that.
I just didn't know how to face you.

And I do not still hang on to you.
And not to the feelings I use to feel.
I moved on.

I really still want to be friends.
I just didn't know how.

It's all my fault.
You don't have to apologise.

Thursday, September 13, 2007


Was there ever a time when you were close to someone and then something happens and you couldn't even look at the person anymore?




Monday, September 10, 2007


I am doing my PBL. So lazy..
I feel like I need to sleep but I'm not really sleepy...
Sien. Sien. Sien.
I don't like PBL. (Problem-based learning, btw)
Heck, I don't like studying.
Then what am I doing??

Sometimes, I wonder if I had chosen the right path? A lot of times I wonder why I had chosed this profession. The reasons that I had implanted in my head doesn't seem that valid anymore. I feels like I'm cheating myself. Do I really want to do medicine? Is it really what it is meant to be? I keep telling myself that I do like medicine.. but a lot of times I cannot help but to doubt my intentions. I'm already in my 4th semester. This really isn't the time to doubt or trying to figure what is best for my future. It should have been a few years ago...not now!!!!
Am I doing something I am not interested in? Am I doing something that I am incapable of? Can I nurture the interest in the shortest possible time? Can I learn to change to fit in needs of this field?
Seriously, am I making the right choice?

Sunday, September 9, 2007


I am copying my electives report. Shhh...
I didn't get to do my electives this time due to some dating problems., not the relationship dating, the calendrical (I don't think the word exist) dating.
I'm supposed to be doing cooking for my electives this time. I was so excited actually... but then I was told that the cooking 'sifu' was on holiday and will only come back later.. haih~~ By the time she comes back, I would already have been on my way to Sibu. So, there goes my electives..and my free food..
Since I did not do any electives, so I have to copy now lor... if not, I have nothing to pass up.
Arghh....but I am so sien now that I do not feel like doing anything....
It's not that I'm bored also... I have tonnes and tonnes of work to do. I'm just plain lazy. Sigh. Lazy pig.


I hate feeling this way.
I hate it when I'm so emo.
Why do I feel sad and emotional so easily?
This is not good.. NOT GOOD!!!
Why do I think so much? Why do I have to take everything so seriously?
If I could just let go...maybe just a little bit. And appreciate a little more of the good things in my life, then probably I would feel less tensed? A little less emo?
Why do I feel so lonely when I miss someone so much? And if I miss them so much, why am I so afraid to find them? And ask for little's not too much to ask, is it?
Why do I regret the things I have done? Though regretful, why regret when there's no turning back. It's not worth it, is it?

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Who Am I? 2

Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP)

You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.

You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.

You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.

It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.

You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.

You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.

In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.

At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.

With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.

As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.

On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

You Are a Light Pink Rose

You represent sweetness and grace.

Your vibe: Kind and gentle

Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend

I'm like a best friend?? Is that good??

Men See You As: Not a Challenge

When you're in love, you lay it all out on the line

And while men do appreciate your honesty...

Do you ever wonder if you're being a little too available?

Pull back a little! He'll be wanting you even more.

I'm no challenge?? Means I'm easy la..

Friday, September 7, 2007

Who Am I?

I seem to see these things in a lot of people's blogs lately, so being the reli kepo me, I decided to try. Wuahaha... then I became addicted to to it. Because I was so bored during the holidays, I practically did a lot of it. The three that I posted was a very, very small portion of it onli..

You Should Drive a BMW

Refined and classy, you want a car that looks rich... and goes fast!

BMW is classy.. but I prefer a red Ferrari or Porsche..

You Are Fall!






I like!!! I like fall.. :)

You Are 0% Fake

Fake doesn't even come close to describing you.

You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are!

Hahaa...I'm not fake? Hmm..

Sunday, September 2, 2007


I'm starting classes tomorrow. I don't want to go back to uni.. Arghhhh
I want to stay at home and sleep and eat and watch movies. Heaven. *drools*
I don't want PBLs, CSUs and classes. Means I need to study. I don't want study.
Why does the holidays feel so short???

Friday, August 31, 2007

2nd Tag

Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.
1. Perlin Soong
2. Hung Ai
3. Shin Shin
4. Sharon Ngu
5. Anne Tong
6. Hui Yan
7. Phing Phing
8. Ian Zing
9. Chris
10. Mum
11. Dad
12. David Ling
13. Gabriel
14. Eugene Lim
15. Chester
16. Jason
17. Ee Pian
18. Grandma
19. Jacinta
20. Angelina

1. How did you meet 14 (Eugene Lim) ?
I met him when I entered IMU

2. What would you do if you had never met no.1(Perlin)?
I would do nothing lor....if I don't know him I wouldn't thought of getting to know him right??

3. What would you do if 20 (Angelina) and 9 (Chris) dated you?
Unless I am a les I would not date no.20. Erm, I don't think he will like me..we're good friends.

4. Would 6 (Hui Yan) and 17 (Ee Pian) make a good couple?
Erm...they are a couple..

5. Describe no 3 (Shin Shin).
She's smart...

6. Do you think no 8 (Ian Zing) is attractive?
Yeah, she's hot

7. Tell me something about no 7 (Phing Phing).
She very slimmmm *jealous*

8 . Do you know anything about no 12's (David Ling) family?
Hahha...not at all..

9. What is no 8's (Ian Zing) favourite?
I know she likes butterflies, cute stuffs?

10. What would you do if 11 (Dad) confess that he/she likes you?
Lol...he doesn't have to..I know he sayangs me :)

11. What language does 15 (Chester) speaks?
I only know he can speak English

12. Who is 9 (Chris) going out with?
Don't know

13. How old is 16 (Jason) now?
Same age as me, you figure it out

14. When was the last time you talked to 13 (Gabriel)?
Chatted with him on MSN a few days ago

15. Who is no 2's (Hung Ai) favourite singer?
NEWS, Arashi, Otsuka Ai, Jesse McCartney etc etc...endless list especially gurls with great voices and hot guys..

16. Would you date no 4 (Sharon Ngu) ?
I don't date girls boh..

17. Would you date 7 (Phing Phing)?
She's a girl also wor..

18. Is 15 (Chester) single?
Don't know bout that..

19. What's 10's (Mum) last name?

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11 (Dad)?
Erm, I do have a relationship with him wat, father-daughter?

21. What school does 3 (Shin Shin) go to?
SRK St. Mary, SMK Methodist, UM

22. Where does 6 (Hui Yan) live?

23. What's your favourite thing about no 5 (Anne Tong)?
Hahhaa...she's a superb critic. :)

Once again, I'm not tagging anyone. :)


Thursday, August 30, 2007


This is Malaysia's 50th Independence Day. Everybody say Yoohoo!!

Didn't go to the countdown. Good thing too. So many people. Want to be orange pulp or lemon pulp or whatever pulp, then I'll go la..

So, stayed at home and watch TV instead. Haih, such uneventful Merdeka.


I'm back from my hometown. Means I'm back from my holidays. Sad. Sad.
Means I have to start adjusting to waking up early and studying. Sigh.

Friday, August 3, 2007


Nyah... Perlin tagged me.
BTW, reminded me. My first tag!!!!!!!!!

Someone out of nowhere: Lol.. So excited for what hor?? Childish. First tag ny mah, hou ba bai mehh??
Staphylococcus: Canot meh? Hoi.. Childish not good ah? Proves I'm still young. Hehe


4 Jobs I have had in my life
- Student
- (*sigh* copy ppl's ans la.. ) Daughter
- Granddaughter?
- Friend

4 Places I have lived in
- Sibu
- Subang Jaya
- Bukit Jalil
- other places I've stayed in, I was on vacation, cannot count gua..

4 countries I have been on vacation
- Singapore
- Brunei
- Malaysia
- no money go vacation in so many countries la..

4 of my favourite food
- Kampua (cheap mah..)
- Laksa... *slurps*
- Indomee with egg :)
- Claypot lau shu fun
Wah..actually got a lot other food lehh...howww???

4 places I would rather be right now
- Vacation in an island..
- Shopping in KL
- Sleeping in an aircon-ned room..
- Anywhere but at home... bored lehh

4 friends I am going to tag
- Don't want la. Most people who actually read my blog would have been tagged. Waste my time la..

Thursday, August 2, 2007


Holidays are boring.
Sibu is boring.
I don't feel like taking up a book and read. I just finished reading Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows. It's really much better than the last 2 books. Although much more confusing too.. I don't understand the last few chapters of the book. Maybe someone wouldn't mind explaining to me what it was about, especially the conversation between Dumbledore and Harry. Wahlao, read like don't know how many times.. I also finished Five People You Meet In Heaven, which I've put on hold for a year now. I know la, slow mah.. It's nice by the way, very inspiring. Makes you think about a lot of things you have to go through in live. Recommended. Unless, of course, you're the fast breeds who catches up on reading..

I've been watching series also. I've watched Nodame Cantabile courtesy of Fong Hung Ai and also I Not Stupid Too series courtesy of Sharon Ngu. Both are so damn funny.. Lol. I had a good time watching and drooling over cute guys..(Hiroshi Tamaki in Nodame and Joshua Ang in I Not Stupid Too). *sighs* Now waiting for Fong to ask me out so I could return her stuffs and get more Japanese series from her. Heheh.. *wonders where Fong has been*

I'm bored. Been trying to catch up on my cross-stiching. Still ermm...1/8 there. And thinking of tidying up my stuffs and rearranging them but hadn't been up to it..yet. Wanted to brush up on my driving skills too, but Dad's using the car and yeah, means no driving till he comes back. Haih~~

So, what exactly have I been up to lately? Let's see, I've been sleeping a lot, I mean hell a lot. Like 15+ hours a day, accumulatively. I'd sleep late at night and wake up in the afternoon the next day. Then, walk around the house or laze around or shout random words at my mum and then eat. That's for a few hours and then I'd feel sleepy and went back to sleep. Means I live like pig, sleep, bath lalal..not good la. Bored until I've been eating more again. And cannot drive wor, my parents don't want to go out also, bored like shit wei..
Losing patience and sanity la..

Fongggggg, I want to go out!!!!!!!!!!!
What have you been doing??

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Slow Internet

Sigh..since I am now able to enter this page after refreshing it for I think at least 3 times, I will write something short and simple.

Due to the extremely slow dial-up I have at home now, I shall not be able to update anything until I get a faster connection. (most probably by miracle of some sort)..

So, if anyone wants to offer me a faster connection, I don't mind..

And, oh yeah, don't miss me..:)

Friday, July 20, 2007

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Friend From Japan

My friend's comin over from Japan!!!!!
Hahahahaa....i wonder what she brought over from Japan.


Wednesday, July 18, 2007


I like it when people stays by me when I didn't know I need them the most
I like it when people takes care of me
I like it when people says they miss me
I like it when people smiles at me even if they don't know me
I like it when people messages me just because they miss me
I like it when people wants me as company
I like it when people gossips with me
I like it when people says my shoulder is comfortable
I like it when people gives me presents
I like it when people says they remembers me even if I've only met them once
I like it when people laughs with me
I like it when people pats my head
I like it when people pokes me
I like it when people listens to me
I like it when people says hi to me
I like it when people makes fun of me
I like it when people IMs me
I like it when people hugs me
I like it when people believes in me
I like it when people agrees with my tastes
I like it when people calls my name
I like it when people would treat me when i forgot my purse
I like it when people takes me on trips
I like it when people offers a ride
I like it when people comes to my house

There are a lot of things that I like that a lot people had done for me..
These are just a few..
Are there any little things that people do that makes you happy?

Monday, July 16, 2007

Guide: How To Become A Teenager

The girl is super duper cute!!!
Although, seriously, PLEASE don't teach any kid to do this..
And even if you do, don't say where you get the idea from..

P/S: Hopefully, the parents will never find this page..

Sunday, July 15, 2007


Yeah, I passed.

If not, I won't be blogging. And I will not be mugging in front of my computer watching countless movies and animes and mangas and playing computer games, totally negleting my resposibility to clean my house.

Yupz. I will probably be going out every single day too, and for no reason, just because I want to. :)

Yupz, I guess I should be happy.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Music and Lyrics

Okay, I admit I'm a bit slow in everything...
Yes, I've just watched Music and Lyrics..
And I think it's really nice..
It's romantic and really sweet and funny too..
And I am absolutely obsesed with the soundtrack..
OMG it is just sooo nice..
So, here.

Hugh Grant - Way Back Into Love lyrics

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

Song lyrics | Hugh Grant - Way Back Into Love lyrics

Wednesday, July 11, 2007


I got a tattoo!!!! Lookie..

It's on my right wrist. Cool? Hehe

It's a heart. Flaming heart, to be precise.

I am so proud of myself. Got it for, I would say, quite expensive. RM15.

Sorry for the upside down views. They're easier to take.. Nice?
P/S: Ohh..just in case you still didn't know, it's temporary. Lasts for 1-2 weeks. Hehe...
No, be relieved I didn't turn into a bad girl. :)
P/P/S: Im going Genting tomorrow. exam syndrome.

Thursday, June 14, 2007


Pre-warning Notice

Due to some circumstances, I will probably not be able to post anything for the meantime.
I am truly sorry.

You want to know why?? Really??

Oh, well, I guess..

You see, there's this killer going around in IMU... It had killed most of the pharmacy students. And then, the Sem 2s, soon going for the Sem1s and then Sem5s and then US!!!! Arghhhhhh....
It's really freaking everyone out...
They say there's a way to prevent it from killing you.... and early preparation is essential for survival..
Therefore, I have to stop blogging for the meantime to prepare myself before the thing catches me...

Have you heard about it?
Sure you have...

It's called EXAMS!!


Anyway, so I need to take a break from blogging for exam preparations.
Do pray for me so that I do not get killed...

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Word Juggling

This has got to be one of the cleverest
E-mails I've received in awhile.
Someone out there either has too much
spare time or is deadly at Scrabble.
(Wait till you see the last one)!

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:

When you rearrange the letters:


When you rearrange the letters:

Yep! Someone with waaaaaaaaaaay
too much time on their hands!

P/S: tis is how words are formed.. God sure works in amazing ways..

Friday, June 8, 2007



Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

Song by Michael Buble

Monday, June 4, 2007


My parents came since last Thurs to visit me. :) *happy*

They arrived on Thurs night and checked into the hotel straight from the airport because it was quite late already when they arrived. So, I didn't get to see them as soon as the arrived.

Friday morning, they came over to my apartment in Vista and cleaned my house.. Lalala *happy* (means I have less work to do)
Later, around lunch time we decided to go Midvally for lunch and shopping..:) I need to buy some necessities..

Saturday morning, they came over also. I wanted to go to Carrefour to get my glasses fixed.. My father wanted to do some more cleaning..cause he said the house got a lot of ant's nest.. so must eliminate the nests or it will multiply... Haih. Even my kettle is have ant's nest and my father had to rip of the whole thing to find the nest..
Later we went to Carrefour have lunch and get my glasses fixed. Thank God that they can find one that has the exact same colour and brand with mine... (long story short)

Sunday morning, they arrived around 7 a.m. and we went to church. Then, we ate McDonalds. Then, I stayed home and mug in my notes..while my parents went to Low Yat. Hahaha...I wanted my parents to get me an external hard drive and I got one now!!!! My father also bought me a new new-few-months-old headphone is broken and is not usable. SO yeah!!! Then, they went Sungei Wang and bought some more stuffs cause got what cheap promotion that day...

Monday morning, they came over too. Brought their luggage and all cause need to leave later in the afternoon from Vista. Before leaving, my mum wanted to do some more shopping. So, they went to Isetan in KLCC. Lol...she bought so many clothes..ok la. Just 4 pieces. Somemore, 1 for me.. Around 3 p.m. something, they left already.

I miss them already. Sigh..
Somemore, this morning around 1 a.m. something, somebody supposedly commited suicide. Honestly!!! A lot of people heard a loud thud. I couldn't tell for sure what happened cause I did not hear anything. Lol...I probably was the only one who didn't know and was sleeping like a pig. Anyway, I heard a lot of presumptions...
-I heard it might be a student.
-But it's not from IMU.
-It was a she.
-She was probably from the 28th floor. (how they found out I didn't know)
-The soya bean uncle outside Vista said it was someone from the outside.
-She was wearing undergarments.
-She was being chased by 'tai yi long'.

Lol...I don't even know which one is true.
I hope the girl/boy can rest in peace...(though suicide is a sin and you go to hell for that)...
I hope the family (if she/he have one) will have a peace of mind. Poor them..they must be in so much trauma.
I hope none of this will happen again.
I hope nobody I know will attempt this.
I pray that God protect us all especially in this season of exams and stress.
PLEASE do not waste your life. No matter how crappy you feel...your life is precious. And there are people out there who cares and would feel hurt if you die. Understand??!!

Have you ever?

Ever feel like nothing is not right..but you don't know where it's not right?
Ever wonder why you yourself are so confusing, that even you yourself cannot understand why you want to act that way?

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Happy Birthday, Nic!!!!!


See...I nice enough to dedicate a post especially to you k?
So time belanja me can??

Hahah...jk la.


You are now 22!!!!!

Hopefully, you have a wonderful birthday celebration. It's just so unfortunate that your birthday had to be during your rotation/study break..

But, I's all been compensated for, right??
Heheh...I want to see the *present*

OK..I have to go back to my lifeless studying and mugging.
Oh wait, you too. But I guess you deserved a day's rest since it's your birthday..:)


Stephanie Hii Bih Tin

Wednesday, May 30, 2007


Study break - a time when students stay at home or library and cramp themselves to finish a certain syllabus or subject

Haih..this is the time to be 'sien'
Everyday,I just sit at the chair and look at lines and lines of words and pictures that I believe will eventually look monochromous the longer I stare at it..

When it's study period, always complain want more holiday so could study more..
When it's study break, then complain sien stay at home..

What do I want??
Everything also cannot..

If too stressed, I'll look depressed. Then ppl think I got some problem..
If too relaxed, I will think something wrong with me and try to study and then get worried and then stress out...

In the end, just be stressed la..since all also will lead to stress.
See...sien boh??

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Centre of the Bible

Q: What is the shortest chapter in the Bible?

A: Psalms 117

Q: What is the longest chapter in the Bible?

A: Psalms 119

Q: Which chapter is in the center of the Bible?

A: Psalms 118

*Fact: There are 594 chapters before Psalms 118

*Fact: There are 594 chapters after Psalms 118

Add these numbers up and you get 1188

Q: What is the center verse in the Bible?

A: Psalms 118:8

Q: Does this verse say something significant about God's perfect will for our lives?
(think about it)

The next time someone says they would like to find God's perfect will for their lives and that they want to be in the center of His will, just send them to the center of His Word!

*Psalms 118:8

"It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man."*

Now isn't that odd how this worked out (or was God in the center of it)? Hmm...

When things get tough, always remember...

Faith doesn't get you around trouble, it gets you through it !!

God Bless You! *loves*
P/S: Got this from a forwarded email... Just something interesting to know. :)

Saturday, May 26, 2007


Your results:
You are Supergirl

Green Lantern
Wonder Woman
Iron Man
The Flash
Lean, muscular and feminine.
Honest and a defender of the innocent.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

I am SUPERGIRL!!!!!!!
good thing she wears a skirt instead of an underwear outside her pants which would be a fashion disaster..*hints superman*
I just don't fancy that..that..cape..
Nvm..I guess if I need to know how to fly...maybe i need to wear a cape..

Monday, May 14, 2007

Happy Birthday, Hui Yan!!!!

This post is specially dedicated to my beloved Yan Yan!!!! So it will be in pink :)

Happy 20th Birthday,
Grace Ong Hui Yan!!!!

May your special anniversary be filled with happiness and God's blessings.

You have officially reached the big number 2 + 0 ermm...about 42 minutes ago. Yeah...!!!! And err...that makes you........only 2!!!!
*Okay la..I know it's LAME with a really big L.*
Anyway, after serious calculations, I concluded that you are actually.....20!!!
NOW you're older than me woohooo!! la. You'll still be my baby girl. Always so manja one.. spoil you too much dy lor. Always want hug hug... Always use my shoulder as pillow/arm rest...
(gosh, I sound so bisexual..)


Lox of luvs and huggies xoxoxxoxoxxoxox

Yours truly,

Stephanie Hii Bih Tin
p/s: purposely put my name in blue to differentiate from yours..

Sunday, May 13, 2007


Happy Mother's Day!!! to all mothers out there especially to my beloved mum. I know you are not reading this because you do not know that this exists.

But anyway, silently I would still want to convey you my best of wishes and to let you know that I am keeping you in prayer.

I want you to know that i love you very much, mum. :) (no matter how irritating your naggings may be)

My Daemon

I was a mouse!!!
I was a bird!!!!
Now I'm a hare!!!!
I think it's official. least it's close to a bunny..:)*happy*

My Daemon's name is Rasthmus.
And according to the pole, I am shy, spontaneous, humble, relaxed and outgoing..

Friday, May 11, 2007


Lol..the Sem 1s are coming to collect recyclable stuffs tomorrow in Vista. :) We have so much newspapers and empty plastic bottles that I am more than happy to give them. Hahahaa...let them handle the load. Wuahahaaha *evil grin*

Actually, I can just make a simple call to this uncle and ask him to come take the newspapers and stuffs and he will PAY me for them rubbish!!!!! But because I'm sooo kind *flares nosestrills*, I decided to donate it to the Sem 1s instead. Since they are doing it for charity and it's a good cause..

Will blog about the program when free...

Wanted to blog about this Kampung Angkat program in IMU too but then..later la. Lazy..
I'm so eager to talk about it because I am put in charge of the Health Screening Department by Kajen. So, ya, I know, with more power comes more resposibility and it is sooo true. I have soo much work to do and my with my GI exam coming, I really do not know if I can cope with it. Some more, I am really bad at organising and leading events as such...not to mention events as important as Health Screening??!!! But, really, I shouldn't be complaining, I am actually flattered to be given this opportunity. Thanks for trusting me. I hope I don't disappoint any of you, seriously...

Anyway, the most important thing!!!!

*Lord, I know you will be by my side all the time. Thank you for bearing with all my complaints and loving me. I love you.*

Wednesday, May 9, 2007


So lazy...

So lazy to blog..

So lazy to study..

Wednesday, May 2, 2007



I'm sooo obsessed with this Taiwanese boy band called Fahrenheit!!!!!(in Chinese it's called Fei1Lun2Hai3飞轮海 - it has a completely different meaning from it's English name)
They are sooo cute!!!!


There are four members to this group of extremely cuuuuute guys (though I have to admit they look a bit gay). I used to think that there were 3 of them only... later I found out that there were 4.

This will explain why:

(stolen from Wikipedia)

*In the latter months of 2006 when the quartet were busy preparing for their debut album, the youngest member, Arron Yan, tore a ligament in the knee while filming a dancing shoot for their first music video single. Yan had to be brought to the hospital to do surgery. He was hospitalized for well over three weeks. For four months the other three members of Fahrenheit had to attend to overseas album promotions and functions without the presence of Yan. (This must be the period of time when I found them). Rumors surfaced saying that HIM was planning to dispose Yan so Fahrenheit could become a group of three instead of four, therefore complementing more with the prefabricated trio S.H.E. However, Fahrenheit stepped out and confirmed that Yan is still in the group despite his inconvenient condition.*

Way to go Arron!!!! Fahrenheit just couldn't leave their pal to handle the rumors alone. How sweet. :)

Besides, it won't be as meaningful if there is one less member because the number of the members are co-related to the group name!! Interesting?!

(stolen from Wikipedia)

*Derived from the definition of fahrenheit, each of the four members represents a season or temperature that corresponds with their different personalities. Calvin Chen represents Spring, warm; Jiro Wang represents Summer, hot; Wu Zun represents Autumn, cool, and lastly, Arron Yan represents Winter, cold. Each of the four members also has his respective temperature represented on the Fahrenheit scale: Calvin Chen is at 77 degrees, Jiro Wang is at 95 degrees, Wu Zun is at 59 degrees, and Arron Yan is at 41 degrees.*

Now, for those who have absolutely no idea about this is a simple list of it's members.

This is Calvin Chen.

Real Name: 陳奕儒 / Chen Yi Ru

Season: Spring

This is Jiro Wang.

Real Name: 汪東成 / Wang Dong Cheng

Season: Summer

This is Wu Zun. (my favourite :D)

Real Name: 吳吉尊 / Goh Kiat Chun / Wu Ji Zun

Season: Autumn (my fav season!!)

This is Arron Yan. (the one who was injured..)

Real Name: 吳庚霖 / Wu Geng Lin

Season: Winter

Super cute not?? Haha...for more information you can try browsing these websites: (for those who can read Chinese..)

I found most of my sources here. time.

Will blog about Mike He next time. He's this really cute actor in this Taiwan series, Devil Beside You, now showing on 8TV every Sat and Sun from 4 - 5 p.m. :)

Here's a preview of him...


Monday, April 30, 2007


I got B for hemato.

Someone wish me happy birthday.

Thursday, April 19, 2007


Exams over dy!!!!

But i did terribly in it lor..nvm got must study harder
But then hor...a few days dy..and i still haven't study yet..
And there are a lot of lectures one
Just yesterday's lectures kantoi enough dy la...
Cannot study earlier because want practise mock osce mah...
Haih~~ so many problems...

These few days so semangated go watch movie sumore...shish
Just went to Midvalley to watch Wild Hogs today. It's so funnny..shud reli watch it!!!!!!!
The beginning got a lot of gay of the funniest part!!!!
Seriously shud watch....

But actually buy DVD better lor...can watch over and over at home..
Wuahahahaha....good free time entertainment :)

Now shoo...go watch

i mean NOW!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 12, 2007


I'm so sien of studying. Maybe I'll wake up early and revise tomorrow. Haih~~ Always like this before exam...
In the end, don't know can remember anything or not also...die la.
Oh Lord, I'm counting on you again. I've been trying hard to study Lord, but I leave it to you. If it's your will then let it be.

P/S:But deep inside I am praying that I can do well lorrr...

Ngiak...I'm slacking.

Random-posting before exam.

I have my leukocyte notes beside me...and practically nothing goes into the already hyperresonating mind..

xtra: when percussing an area filled with air, hyperresonance is supposedly detected.
percussing...on another note, is an action of stricking two bodies together, producing a sound..

Okay, I know it sounds's very much medical, that's why.
Sorryy....I *am* a medical student, you see..
Can't help it..especially when tomorrow's my exam...

But it's okay..after 12.00 tomorrow....
I AM FREEEEEE....for the moment anyway.
I have to study for mock OSCE after that...
this is
life of a medical student.