Saturday, September 29, 2007

Mooncake Festival

Due to IMU Cup and exams, Mooncake Festival was not celebrated this year. Honestly, I was a bit disappointed. Although when I was back in my hometown, it was never properly know, with all the mooncakes and lanterns and such. It just wasn't as much fun when I'm the only kid in the family who wants to light lanterns. The only thing I miss is the sumptuous dinner on Mooncake Festival. We used to go to restaurants and eat or ordered them. It was one of those occasions where we get to gather with all our relatives who are around in Sibu. Not particularly missing the gathering part of the occasion, but more of the food part..heheh..*drools*

Since I came to KL, I was not privileged to having such meals on Mooncake Festival. Expensive ok.. But, somehow, my friends in KL had been able to make my Mooncake Festival experience special. :) Like the year when I was in Taylor's College, we lighted candles in the playground in the My Place Apartment. We ordered pizzas and ate in the playground. We take turns to throw people into the pool (yes, I was also thrown in..). Ah...the good ol' days. Then last year, we had a lantern-lighting-walking session in the park on top of the hill near IMU. Before that, we gathered at someone's house and ate mooncakes :) Sigh...

This year, didn't get to do anything at all. I had mooncakes courtesy of Hui Yan's mum. Thanks so much aunty. :) Everyone was so busy that no one planned anything. Oh well... Yesterday, after exams, I went out with Phing and Ian Zing. Hui Yan and Nic wanted to surprise me with lanterns, I think...(something like that). But, I wasn't home. Haih... Hopefully, next year's won't be sad..

Wednesday, September 26, 2007


Endocrine exam is on Friday. And I am so unprepared.
Better off to study.

But, just to inspire myself,
if our batch can win in 2 and a half weeks,
we can ace endocrine in 2 days!!!!!!

Sunday, September 23, 2007


- Westlife Lyrics

I suddenly loved this song.. I lost count of the number of times I've been listening to this song today...probably like a 100 times..cos' I put it on repeat the whole day..
It's so romantic, *flickers eyelashes*
All because of Yan Yan..made me addicted to it..

On an unrelated note, this Tues is Mooncake Festival!!! fast hor.
I haven't had mooncakes since I came back to KL..aih. Another year without celebration.

Somemore that night is the closing of IMU Cup. Means the last and most important competition is held that night!!! Cheerleading!!! Yes, in IMU!!!! MUST SUPPORT!!!! (cos' feng feng is joining :) ). But this would mean forsaking Mooncake Festival..*glooms* I want to eat mooncake and play tanglung!!!!

I have an idea!!! Let's do it tomorrow!!! And play until midnight. Mooncake countdown!!!! Wahhh... Nyah, I'll probably be doing it alone la.. where got people so free hor.. Feeling ectremely hyper this moment. Must be the surge of cortisol..

I should sleep. Wake up tomorrow morning study for CSU and pray I don't get Dr. Francis Achike or Dr. Htin Aung.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Who Am I? 4

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems.

These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day.

Apparently, I have a lot of unsolved problems..

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both genuine and spontaneous.

You really love life, and it shows. You are easy to get to know.

You tend to have a wide circle of friends, and many different interests.

While many people know you, no one can exactly figure you out.

You Are Totally Anal Retentive

Yup, you're so uptight - people definitely have called you "anal."

You're the type of person who's so OCD you organize your M&Ms before eating them.

You have so many rules and rituals, it's hard for you to let loose and enjoy life.

So go ahead and mix up your alphabetized CD collection. Live a little!


You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy

While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time

Whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses...

... You don't give men enough of your time.

As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing.

busyy??? more like lazy...

Your Personality Is Like Acid

A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.

One moment you're in your own little happy universe...

And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!

You True Love Will Find You

When it comes to love (and life), you totally put yourself out there.

It's very easy for you to find love - and for love to find you.

The best part is, you're never even actively looking to meet someone.

You're just out there so much that love always seems to come your way.

arghhhh......not true!!!!!!


i wanted to post about my birthday one..but it will take some time.
So ya, later k..

Friday, September 21, 2007

Who Am I? 3

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique

Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off

What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!" true!!! liar!@!!!

What Your Hands Say About You

You are artistic, intuitive, and inspired. You have good people skills.

Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.

Practical and down to earth, you're a doer not a dreamer. You rather get something done than think about it all day.

Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

Your Toes Should Be Black

A total rulebreaker (and heartbreaker), you're always a little punk rock.

Your flirting style: Wacky and a bit shocking

Your ideal guy: An accomplished artist, musician, or writer

Stay away from: Preppy guys looking for a quick bad girl fling

I'm seriously stuck to black..:(


What type of guys do I like?


But, where got such perfect guy one? Even if there is, he won't take a look at me also..

So, I've revised my list and decided to put up a more practical list:

  • Enough to make me laugh
  • Have at least a few similar interests
  • Takes care of me
  • Obeys me
  • Someone who likes to have fun
  • Someone who does not study 24 hours
  • Romantic
  • Honest
  • Loyal

That's not too much to ask, is it?


Food : Indefinite
Drinks : Teh-C ais
Flower : Carnation
Song : I Don't Want To Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
Band : Backstreet Boys
Animal : Cat
Musical Instrument : Drums
Brand : Don't have

Wednesday, September 19, 2007


I have no mood to study.

Lord, give me the strength to study. I feel so guilty..

I haven't done my PBL..*glurps*




Tuesday, September 18, 2007


I got this from some mail.

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.

During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school? "Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello. "I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned hername was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pick up in the Rain

One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African Americanwoman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance, and put her into a taxi cab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached..

It read: "Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before hepassed away... God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others.

"Sincerely,Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.

In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him."How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked."Fifty cents," replied the waitress. The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. "Well, how much is a plain dish of icecream?" he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. "Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. "I'll have the plain ice cream," he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed theKing for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.Then a peasant came along carrying aload of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...

Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll doit if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away". Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.

It makes me feel so small.
All those things I would never have done. Not even thought of doing.
It just reminds me of how selfish and stupid we I am.

"Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like you do when nobody's watching."

Friday, September 14, 2007

It was not like that

What were you thinking?
I never thought that you would like me.
I never expected anything from you.
I know you were trying to be nice.
I know that I wasn't responding appropriately.
I know that I was avoiding you.
I know that sometimes I am still avoiding you.

I was happy you were nice to me.
It hurts me more when you weren't nice to me.
I just didn't know how to tell you that.
I just didn't know how to face you.

And I do not still hang on to you.
And not to the feelings I use to feel.
I moved on.

I really still want to be friends.
I just didn't know how.

It's all my fault.
You don't have to apologise.

Thursday, September 13, 2007


Was there ever a time when you were close to someone and then something happens and you couldn't even look at the person anymore?




Monday, September 10, 2007


I am doing my PBL. So lazy..
I feel like I need to sleep but I'm not really sleepy...
Sien. Sien. Sien.
I don't like PBL. (Problem-based learning, btw)
Heck, I don't like studying.
Then what am I doing??

Sometimes, I wonder if I had chosen the right path? A lot of times I wonder why I had chosed this profession. The reasons that I had implanted in my head doesn't seem that valid anymore. I feels like I'm cheating myself. Do I really want to do medicine? Is it really what it is meant to be? I keep telling myself that I do like medicine.. but a lot of times I cannot help but to doubt my intentions. I'm already in my 4th semester. This really isn't the time to doubt or trying to figure what is best for my future. It should have been a few years ago...not now!!!!
Am I doing something I am not interested in? Am I doing something that I am incapable of? Can I nurture the interest in the shortest possible time? Can I learn to change to fit in needs of this field?
Seriously, am I making the right choice?

Sunday, September 9, 2007


I am copying my electives report. Shhh...
I didn't get to do my electives this time due to some dating problems., not the relationship dating, the calendrical (I don't think the word exist) dating.
I'm supposed to be doing cooking for my electives this time. I was so excited actually... but then I was told that the cooking 'sifu' was on holiday and will only come back later.. haih~~ By the time she comes back, I would already have been on my way to Sibu. So, there goes my electives..and my free food..
Since I did not do any electives, so I have to copy now lor... if not, I have nothing to pass up.
Arghh....but I am so sien now that I do not feel like doing anything....
It's not that I'm bored also... I have tonnes and tonnes of work to do. I'm just plain lazy. Sigh. Lazy pig.


I hate feeling this way.
I hate it when I'm so emo.
Why do I feel sad and emotional so easily?
This is not good.. NOT GOOD!!!
Why do I think so much? Why do I have to take everything so seriously?
If I could just let go...maybe just a little bit. And appreciate a little more of the good things in my life, then probably I would feel less tensed? A little less emo?
Why do I feel so lonely when I miss someone so much? And if I miss them so much, why am I so afraid to find them? And ask for little's not too much to ask, is it?
Why do I regret the things I have done? Though regretful, why regret when there's no turning back. It's not worth it, is it?

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Who Am I? 2

Your Personality Is

Artisan (SP)

You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations.

You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.

You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.

It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.

You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.

You take risks and bend the rules. And if things don't work out, you chock it up to life experience.

In love, you tend to take things quickly - but you have a huge problem with commitment.

At work, you need to make your own rules. You're best suited to be an entrepreneur.

With others, you are animated and physical. You prefer doing something with friends to just hanging out.

As far as your looks go, you tend to be buff and in good shape. Your spend more time on your body than your clothes.

On weekends, you need to keep active. From cooking up a storm to running a 5K, you wear yourself out.

You Are a Light Pink Rose

You represent sweetness and grace.

Your vibe: Kind and gentle

Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend

I'm like a best friend?? Is that good??

Men See You As: Not a Challenge

When you're in love, you lay it all out on the line

And while men do appreciate your honesty...

Do you ever wonder if you're being a little too available?

Pull back a little! He'll be wanting you even more.

I'm no challenge?? Means I'm easy la..

Friday, September 7, 2007

Who Am I?

I seem to see these things in a lot of people's blogs lately, so being the reli kepo me, I decided to try. Wuahaha... then I became addicted to to it. Because I was so bored during the holidays, I practically did a lot of it. The three that I posted was a very, very small portion of it onli..

You Should Drive a BMW

Refined and classy, you want a car that looks rich... and goes fast!

BMW is classy.. but I prefer a red Ferrari or Porsche..

You Are Fall!






I like!!! I like fall.. :)

You Are 0% Fake

Fake doesn't even come close to describing you.

You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are!

Hahaa...I'm not fake? Hmm..

Sunday, September 2, 2007


I'm starting classes tomorrow. I don't want to go back to uni.. Arghhhh
I want to stay at home and sleep and eat and watch movies. Heaven. *drools*
I don't want PBLs, CSUs and classes. Means I need to study. I don't want study.
Why does the holidays feel so short???