Monday, January 12, 2009

Questions

Why am I sad about something I thought I didn't need?
Why am I feeling so frustrated all the time?
Why am I so emotional?
Why do I have to cry?
Why can't I be strong?
Why does my heart beat?
And why does it hurt?
Why can't I learn to accept reality?
Why I can't I believe in myself more?
Why I can't I work it when I know I need to?
Why do I feel the need to alienate myself when I'm feeling down?
Why am I overanalysing?
Why am I trying to make myself more depressed than I already am?
Why do I need some loving?
Why?

My questions were never answered.
Maybe my prayers will.

2 comments:

gefallener Engel said...

wow. poetic. very poetic...

BaByStEpHiE said...

do you actually understand it? jus curious..