Friday, September 14, 2007

It was not like that

What were you thinking?
I never thought that you would like me.
I never expected anything from you.
I know you were trying to be nice.
I know that I wasn't responding appropriately.
I know that I was avoiding you.
I know that sometimes I am still avoiding you.

I was happy you were nice to me.
It hurts me more when you weren't nice to me.
I just didn't know how to tell you that.
I just didn't know how to face you.

And I do not still hang on to you.
And not to the feelings I use to feel.
I moved on.

I really still want to be friends.
I just didn't know how.

It's all my fault.
You don't have to apologise.

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